I cnt stop cryin plz help .. ?

i recently broke up with my boyfrnd .. we were 2gether for 2yrs and we love each other soo much .. i broke up with him coz he wouldnt give me so much space and wen i tell him 2 gime space he gets rly mad and evrythn ..and i also broke up with him coz my mum found out twice abt him and i got grounded and evrythn and im scared she will find out again .. and also coz in 3yrs il be in university and out of the country .. im scared il get more hurt in another 3ys time .. my mum wont ever agree abt havin a boyfrnd nt even after 18 .. shes closed minded.. and now i cnt stop cryin .. wen i go out i jst breakdown and cry and i feel sooo bad .. i dno what 2 do ..