Am I dyslexic? or just "dumb"? :(?

Based on what you have described above, you might be suffering from dyslexia. But just to be certain, here is a link to a free online test that you might want to do a href="http://www.learning-aids.com/testing-dyscalculia." rel="nofollow"http://www.learning-aids.com/testing-dys…/a After you get the result, you can decide on what would be the best thing for you to do. You can also get a proper essment so that you will be able to know how to properly deal with your condition